Comments by Kelly on Sunday

Just an overview ofmy week...yes, I do it to myself but I just like to have sounding block for it to come off of...work is crazy and I think it will only get worse before I leave because I want to be gone so BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYY. I did manage to make it through and that it all I did--made it through recital for violin. I can't believe how hard it is to play the violin. I would have thought by playing piano I would have had to make a little less effort but that isn't true. I have not slept all week and I even dreamed that someone ran over my bow last night--isn't that interesting. So apparently it is too much pressurer. When I told one of my clients that I was taking violin and had to do at least one recital a year they told me that the lessons couldn't play off as relaxing if I had to do a recital so they would quit. I have to admit I have thought about that comment.
And once again people don't get it...just do what you know you are suppose to or what is right and then you don't have to worry about other people business'.

Hormonal

I don't even know where to begin but I should have been writing on this a week ago. Everything around me has something wrong and that should be an indication to me to change something in my own life. I guess I have to look a little deep because I think that I give unselfishly and I don't know why others are so STUCK-ON-THEMSELVES. I know what you are thinking, yes it has to do with LIARS, ENABLERS and KNOW-IT-ALLS...where do I begin? Yes, I see myself in all of these categories so that is why I can talk about it because I amnot pointing the finger to one specific person. First off last week I run into someone who thinks he knows it all and can't seem to let go of it by the weekend. Those type of people never give back anything to me they are leeches. Always having a solution but not doing anything with their ideas....dead beat/loser!
Liars, Iwould have to tell you to go read my last spell on that because it pretty much hit everything possible. The web to deceit people don't realize how big it is...and it just keep growing. I know that people are always trying to help but I don't know what they are accomplishing by just doing things for people instead of making them do for themselves.