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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Christmas and WINter Blues

This blog will jump all over this page ...we need to remember that not everybody is like we are and that it would be a boring world if we were all alike. Also, we are here on earth to be tried and tested and not everyone is going to like the outcome. But we need to remember when we weave the webs of lies and deceit it is continuous and ugly...NEVER ENDING....think about that never ending and remember it has started somewhere. The beginning of our month started out better than our month ended. we were in Kentucky for THanksgiving and I had to learn a lesson from my daughter that I need to appreciate my family because I wasn't with them and that I also need to realize that Danny does a lot for my family so I can give A VERY LITTLE FOR HIS.....hahahahaha
Then we were lucky to go to Stephen and Jennifer's wedding...absolutely beautiful and so well orcestrated. AWESOME is all I can really say about that and the weather was even awesomely bitter.
I am having a hard time with patience lately just ask my father...I don't want to get old and start not doing things that I have always been able to do. I also have been thinking alot about what we expect of others isn't always what we get and there is nothing we can do to MAKE someone do things OUR WAY. It is hard being a parent and wanting children to do what you want them to and then they don't and whose fault is that---their own because we come to earth to gain a body an gain our free agency and hopefully we make good decisions and choices.
I had good time helping my parents get ready for CHristmas eve...we use to spend the whole month of November cooking and getting ready and this year as in the past several we waited an prepared late...needless to say Father thought I was on my Mother and then he said that he would be looking down from Heaven on me later in my life so I better really think about things...Anyway then Kathryn and Madison came over to help and we talked about old times....old times sure seem better than the present. It is those dang growing pains again. Dad had surgery on his back the 14th of December so things were already going to be different. I hope that his works but he hasn't been doing what \he was suppose to already like driving my Mother to Indy because they won't ask anyone ahead of time to help them and then Mom said he took trash out the other day but the driving and sitting in a car worries me...He was dopey Christmas eve and supposedly took the wrong medicine.
I have thought alot lately about that I have a lot of things that I hope God is still going to give me time to work on things because I sure better be working to make things better...and try to get along better with others. I HOPE THAT DO NOT KEEP WANTING THINGS MY WAY BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I AM VERY SHORT ON PATIENCE.
I sure miss old times. The good old days I guess won't be back around because life changes so much. I just need to learn to make new memories that will last like the old ones.

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